Thursday, April 30, 2009

A French Weekend

I am leaving early tomorrow morning to go camping in the south of France. I am so excited about it! I am going to get to see some of my friends that I have not seen since I left France almost ten months ago. These are friends that I had great times with while I lived in France. They are also all French. I am going to have a French weekend in more than on sense of the word. I will probably spend most of the weekend speaking in French with French people while being in France. That is definitely a "French" weekend.

Today was another of our Ecumenical Learning Sessions. It was interesting. The guest speaker was the director of Faith and Order. When is not directing Faith and Order he is a professor in Canada of Church History. Today's lesson was on, surprisingly enough, Church History. We learned about Church Unity and Church Disunity. For me, one of the most important things I took away from this lesson was that not everyone sees the history of the Church in the same way. The way we view the "history" flavors how we interact with people from other denominations today. Being raised in the Episcopal Church I speak the "Episcopal" (or Anglican) language. I see things in the way of an Episcopalian. I can't help it. It's not good or bad; it's just the way it is. I hadn't thought about the way my personal Church history affects the way I interact with my fellow interns here and the people that I meet that go to different Churches, or don't go to Church at all. Learning that I see them through a certain lens is helpful. It's also helpful to learn that they see me through their lens. That some things I may not have anything to do with and I may not even know about, but I am being perceived in relationship to certain events in history.

I apologize in advance for the long absence. I will not post anything until I return to work on Monday, May 4th.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Meetings, meetings, meetings

I have learned that here in the Ecumenical Centre things are done with meetings. We meet and we discuss. Decisions are made. Decisions are postponed. We decide to meet at a later date to decide things. Meetings. I spend a lot of my time in meetings, both official and unofficial.

There are the "official" meetings that are planned weeks, months, or even years in advance. The Ecumenical Centre is also the scene of "unofficial" meetings. We meet and talk and learn and discuss because we all have the same passions, but we all have very different understandings about where these passions derive their meaning. Yet, we are all united under the title "Christian." Today at lunch I sat with two young men, from very different parts of the world, and heard them discuss intelligently the political situations in their respective countries. It was fascinating to listen to them, both relatively well informed about the situation in the others' country, as they really began to learn, as I really began to learn, what is going on in the eyes of a countryman. These are also meetings.

When we have these unofficial meetings we learn from each other. When we have these official meetings we learn from each other. The difference is in the content of our learning. Often the official meetings we learn about people's theological opinions and their organization's official stance. In these unofficial meetings over lunch or coffee or ecumenical drink we learn about their personal background, their personal feelings, their personal beliefs, their personal story. Both of these kinds of meetings are Ecumenical. Both of these kinds of meetings are the work of those of us that choose to live our lives in this way. Those of us that choose to live into existence this Ecumenical Movement that we are creating in the here and now.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Reflecting on my blog

The last entry I wrote was about my work here. I see this blog as part of my work. I see this blog as a way for me to reflect on what I am doing while I am doing it. Sometimes it is hard to do that. When you are in the forest you cannot accurately say how big it is. Yet you can see the tree that is standing just in front of you in a way that you could not if you were in a helicopter looking down on the green expanse below. I believe that both viewpoints are necessary, although they cannot be actively experienced at the same time. Hopefully I can take what I learn in the forest with me into the helicopter or vice verse.

That is neither here nor there. My work here in the office has been taken over by work on the Red Book and Federation News. When I first arrived I felt like I had very little idea about what exactly I was supposed to do. Now I know what I am expected to do, but it seems almost overwhelming. Almost I say, because I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. We are going to have both these documents done in the next two weeks! I am working on making sure that they are done well. Incredible. My work here will contribute to the success of the Federation. It is a great feeling.

As for my life outside of work I am also having a good time. I met up with an old friend last night. It was so nice to see someone that I hadn't see in a year. It was also nice to have a night where I just hung out and spoke in French. I really miss just living in French. I live in English here. I speak French occasionally, I even might get complimented on it, but my life (my work, my friends my meaningful relationships etc.) is in English. I suppose that is what I expected moving here. France is such an interesting place. My friend is currently looking for a job. In France, if you are looking for a job you get money from the State. They understand that you need to live. He pointed out, though, that since the you get so much money from the State the employer pays a hefty tax to the government on every employee. Therefore it is harder to get a job because the Employer doesn't want to hire someone who will not be worth the money they have to pay both to the employee and the government. I think it's worth it - but then again I am working for very little. I guess you could even say that I am paying to work here. Fundraising. It's a constant thought in the back of my head. Constant. At least that means I
am praying about it a lot.

I have to get back to my many documents for the Red Book and Federation News! I will put up some pictures of my Wine Tasting from last Saturday, assuming I get some from my friends, and of my brilliant soccer game on Sunday. I am still sore from that game. (I also learned the word for sore last night!)

Friday, April 24, 2009

Ecumenical General Assembly

Yesterday I attended my very first General Assembly of an Ecumenical Organization: Ecumenical News International. This was a most interesting meeting. I have never been to any other General Assemblies, so I have no idea if this was a "normal" assembly or not. However, I feel that I have a better understanding for how Ecumenical organizations work.

There are politics at play.

There are things that are not being said in words, but are being heard loud and clear. People hear certain things, which may or may not have been said explicitly. There are things that are said that perhaps have different meaning to the one saying them to the ones hearing them. There was a lot of talk. There was a lot of political maneuvering.

We spent a lot of time yesterday talking about the budget. Budget is such an important part of our work as non-profits. We are always looking for new sources of money; we are always afraid that the sources we have will dry up; we are always trying to save everywhere we can. Talk of the budget and talk of the future and talk of the role of key players took up much of the time. Even as we talked of the future we were really talking about the budget and as we talked about key players we were really talking about the future and as we talked openly about the budget we were really talking about the future and the key players. The discussions were never just surface level. There was always a layer to be had underneath. I understood some of the layers, but I am sure that I did not understand all of the complexities. There was a lot of talk. There were politics at play.

I am glad I spent my day understanding how ecumenical organizations really work. I also got to network with some great people. I also got a chance to have 2 meals with these same great people. I really enjoyed getting to know them over the food and wine. Overall, it was a good day.

I am going tonight to see the musical, Chess. My supervisor has a role in it. I am very excited! I love going to see theater and especially Musical Theater. I think I am going to try out for a show if I find out about one happening here in Geneva soon.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Bending History

I just started reading this book that my Dad gave me, Bending History. It is a compilation of talks by the Rev. Joe Matthews. I just read the first chapter, but already I like it. It is strange reading something that has been such a part of your life - but you've never had before in it's original form. Joe died before I was ever born. My parents left the organization that he founded shortly after I was born. I do not have clear memories of this organization, but still The Order: Ecumenical has been such a part of my life. (Here is a link to the what the organization has become.) It is like the distant relative, Uncle Joe, that we all talk about, but I have never met. I feel that by reading this book I am being introduced to this "Uncle Joe."

It is a strange introduction, because it is not like meeting someone for the first time. Have you ever met someone who you had heard talked about so much that you felt like you already knew them? Reading the theology of this great man, is like that. I already KNOW all these things that he is saying. I was taught them. I was never taught them in a school or in a lecture. I absorbed them through my parents' life and through our discussions and through our family choices. I learned about the theology of this man through the life of my Aunts and Uncles. I learned about their faith through their decision to send me and my cousins to India when I was 14. Reading this book is like having what you've always already known explained to you.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Ecumenical Learning Session

Every Tuesday the interns gather for "Ecumenical Learning." It is an hour and a half where we share with each other or hear from an expert on a certain topic. Since I have been here we have talked about HIV/AIDS, different styles of worship, and, today, our own traditions. The session today was led by a fellow intern. She created a worksheet that asked basic information about your tradition - What is the role of the Eucharist? What is ministry? What is the role of the Bible? What is the Mission of the Church? How was the Church founded? . However, the twist was that once we wrote our own tradition on the top of the page we were asked to pass the page to the right. Then we had to fill in about someone else's tradition. It was fascinating. Emma passed me "The Uniting Church in Australia" Even though I have spent much time with Emma, I knew nothing about her Church. I had no idea what its services are like; I did not know what the ministry looked like; I did not know how it was founded. It was humbling for me to have to sit and not be able to write. I have always been the kind of person that knows things. Even if I am in a situation where I may not be an expert, I generally feel like I can contribute. I felt very foolish today. I like to think that I know a lot about Church - I have spent some time working within my Church and I talk about Church all the time. I live and breathe "Church" - but I couldn't answer a single question about her Church. I need to rethink what I know. It was also interesting to hear about my Church from a person outside of it. I am Episcopalian (although I am not confirmed - so I am not technically Episcopalian). The Episcopal Church is very well known and is part of the even larger Anglican Communion. It was humbling to be in a place where I could not answer the questions.

I also loved learning about my friends' traditions; we all have very different beliefs, but we are together in our Christianity. Everyone has different ideas about the Bible and the role of the Eucharist and what ministry looks like. Each Church has a hierachy, or lack thereof. Each Church has certain beliefs about who can take Communion. Some Churches give communion to all - some only to confessed believers in Christ - others only to confirmed members of their own tradition. Some believe it is simply a symbol of Christ's death and resurrection, others that the bread and wine literally become Christ's body and blood. Others see the Eucharistic Celebration as The Church. Yet, we all are together. We are the Body of Christ. What does this mean?

What does it mean for us to say we are "ecumenical"? What does it mean for us to say that we are all Christian? What is the Christian Faith in this setting? What is unity? I have much to think about tonight. What does it really mean for us to say we profess the same faith, when our traditions are so different? Today was truly and Ecumenical Learning session.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Over Easter Weekend

Easter for those of us that use the Catholic calendar was just over a week ago. For most Orthodox churches it was yesterday. Today we celebrated worship in the Ecumenical Center. The Interns were in charge of "planning" the worship. We decided to do things a little differently. Instead of giving everyone paper that told them exactly what to do and when, we just gave them song lyrics and prayers. We announced what we were doing. We also did not do a sermon. Instead we did a "skit" during the reading of the Gospel. I think it was powerful. It is hard to tell, because I was so involved in it. From the feedback I got, though, I think people got the message. This worship service was the first since both Easters have been celebrated. Our theme was Peace. In the Gospel that we read John 20:19-35. Jesus says to his disciples three times, "Peace be with you." We focused on the inner peace and inner strength that Jesus gives us. We did not only focus on that peace, we focused on peace in the world and peace among neighbors. We prayed for Somalia and Djibouti. I thought the service went well. I really enjoyed preparing it with my fellow interns. They are some wonderful people!

I am back to work now. We are working on fundraising. It is a serious need right now. I am hopeful that people will be moved by the letter that I sent. I am also going to start praying much more often and more seriuosly. Honestly, if anyone reading this knows of anyone that might be interested in my work or the work of WSCF, please, please, let me know. I am looking at all possible sources of funding. My main priority is fundraising, however, without funding I cannot do all these wonderful other things.

This weekend was a good one. I did not do much, except hang out with friends and enjoy the sunshine. I think that qualifies as relaxing. I did spend some time in the weekly flea market. It is amazing all the things you can buy there! I was overwhelmed by the amount of things and the quality and the price. I am definitely planning to go back.

Happy Easter!

Friday, April 17, 2009

Fundraising Letter

April 14, 2009
Dear Loved Ones,

During Holy Week we remember Christ’s death and resurrection- resurrection that makes possible our new life in Christ. Easter is a chance for new beginnings. I am also beginning a new part of my life. I began a year as the Communications Intern with the World Student Christian Federation (WSCF) in mid March. WSCF is also beginning a new phase of truly global integration making sure that this generation of students’ voices from all parts of the world are heard. I am excited to be a part of WSCF as it brings together Christian students from around the world to work towards peace in their own countries as well as globally. I have included a pamphlet for you that can tell you more about WSCF. I have begun a blog to share all of my joys and challenges and adventures and hopes and ideas with the world. www.maryanningeneva.blogspot.com. Please check that as I try to update it almost every day.

My work is a cornucopia of different jobs: editing journals, advocacy and networking within the WSCF as well as with other ecumenical organizations. This wide variety of work is both rewarding and challenging. The rewarding part is being an integral part of the office here. I see how my work is helping to pull together the work that everyone in the office doing . We are working together so that our vision and hope for God’s Kingdom here on Earth is brought closer to fruition. I am inspired by the work that I see being done and that I am helping to accomplish here. I am challenged because I have to take the initiative to make sure that I am using my time and talents resourcefully. I am helping to bring out my own potential as well as those with whom I work. I must work harder and in a more creative manner than I ever have before.

I see my year here as a preparation for my life back in the United States. I know that working with the WSCF will help me to discern the next steps in my vocational calling. Although I only lived in Austin a few months before moving here, I really began to feel at home there. When I return to Austin I am looking forward to again being active at St. James’ Episcopal Church. During this year I will gain experience that will help me discern my calling with clarity.

Thank you for the many ways that you have and continue to support me. I am very grateful because your donations and prayers have gotten me this far. In order for me to continue my work for an entire year I will need $23,500. Through monetary donations and pledges I have raised just over $6,500! I also received support in the form of an airline ticket as well as a computer and clothing! However, I am still very far from raising enough money to support me for an entire year. I am challenged to pray harder and work harder so that I can make sure I raise the remaining $17,000. The WSCF has promised that I will be able to stay through June. At that time we will re-evaluate our financial situation, if I do not have the majority of my money raised or pledged than I will look at going back to the United States before March.

Please send donations to the WSCF Trustees in New York. Their address is :
Trustees of the WSCF
c/o Rev. Jorge Domingues,
475 Riverside Drive, Room 1340,
New York, NY 10115

Please mark all checks with “Communications Intern.” They will be tax deductible. Please let me know if you think of anyone, or any organization, that would be interested in supporting this work.

I am excited to be a part of the WSCF. Even though I have only been here a few weeks, I know that the work that I am doing here is important in my life and in my vocational discernment. I am humbled to think that my work will also bless the lives of students around the world. I wish you all a Happy Easter!

In Christ’s Peace and Grace,



Maryann Philbrook

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Centennial Anniversary

Yesterday I started the monumental task of the 2008 Student World. (Go look at our 2007 Student World). 2008 is the Centennial Anniversary of our first publication of Student World. I am humbled to work on a journal that is over 100 years old. Due to timing delays I will finish the 2008 Student World and then hopefully finish the 2009 Student World too. This means I will be doing a lot of editing and threatening deadlines and such. However, for 2008 we are taking articles from Old Student Worlds. I have the chance to look through these journals. During some of the 20th Century these journals were the ONLY Ecumenical journal. Many people have written in them. From Mahatma Ghandi to President Wilson. I am currently reading/re-typing an article written by Suzanne de Dietrich. She was an influential person in WSCF . The article is amazing. I am learning so much about what it means to be Ecumenical. This article was published in 1933. Yesterday, I read an article published in 1934 about the role of women in WSCF. It blew me away that in 1934 the WSCF was forward thinking enough to dedicate it's entire Student World to "Women Students." The article I read affirmed the role that women, even in the formation of the WSCF played. In the 1930's. I am loving looking at the old docments and reading what people wrote. These are not just any people - they are people that we still talk about about and still hear about today. They are the founding fathers and mothers of my organization as well as many other Ecumenical organizations. I am beginning to feel the presence of the history of an organization that is over 115 years old!

I also received a book from my father today. It is a collection of talks given by Joseph Matthews. He was an influential part of my parents life, and I suspect, even though I never met him, a part of my life as welll. I am excited to get started on that book.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Fundraising letter

I finally mailed off my fundraising letter. It took a few more days than I expected. I also sent out a Red Book (our annual Report) and a little brochure. I am so happy to have it done. (well almost done - I probably have about 20 to finish tomorrow because of silly things....) I think the letter was pretty good. You'll have to wait to see it. I cannot post it now because the USB key that it is on is at my house. (This is also the reason that I have to wait till tomorrow to finish the last 20 or so).

I am now working on the 2008 Red Book, 2008 Student World and the 2009 Student World. Lot's to do. The Interns are also hosting the Ecumenical Prayer Service on Monday morning. So I am working on creating a script for our skit. (ahh.. this brings back memories of IV!) We are talking about the phrase "Peace be with you" and what that means when Jesus says it. I am very excited about the whole thing. I will talk more about it, I'm sure. So I have quite a bit of work to do. Somehow, I manage to still spend time on Facebook, though. I am thinking of starting to Twitter. I will let everyone know if I do. Although it will of course be as an official representative of WSCF.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Easter Weekend

As Geneva is a Protestant region in Switzerland we have both Good Friday and Easter Monday of as holidays. I’m not really sure why we get both off because it is a Protestant region, but I have always been told that is the reason. During these four days all I did was eat and go to church – but mainly eat. I ate fondue on Saturday in Gruyere. I ate an amazing Easter dinner on Sunday with colleagues from the Ecumenical Center. I ate quiche in the afternoon on Monday. Then I ate homemade Greek food for dinner. I love food.

I could not have asked for a more perfect weekend. The weather was divine. The food was amazing and it was Easter. Easter is such a wonderful holiday. We celebrate the resurrection of Jesus. We celebrate the life that we have been given. We celebrate each other and our community. We celebrate the Spring. We celebrate. I went to church on Friday afternoon for the Good Friday service.

On Saturday I went and spent time in Gruyere. This is an historic old town in the region of Gruyere. (which is also where the cheese comes from). We ate Fondue. We also wandered around the town and went to the cheese factory. The factory itself was a little disappointing as we missed the process of them actually making cheese. The town, however, was perfect. I am so grateful that I am able to spend time here and see this town. Saturday night I went to an Easter Vigil at the Anglican Church here in town. The service was very small. There were more members of the choir than there were parishioners. We only did the first half of the Easter Vigil. We stopped just before the Eucharist. The service was beautiful. I attended the service with two of my friends who are Greek Orthodox. Their Easter is next weekend. I enjoy the openness and ecumenism of my friends here. I really spent some time that night reflecting on being a part of the communion of God; a part of the celebration that God is bringing to this world in the person of Christ.

On Sunday, I spent my morning sleeping and praying and reading and writing in my journal. The morning was so relaxing. I also found the cutest boulangerie (bakery/cafe) near my home. I will take pictures some day and post them. Then I took the F bus with friends, Emma and Mark, to the town just across the border in France to eat dinner at a colleagues’ house. Being properly British, we ate lamb and mint sauce as the main course. However, we also had three other courses, including cheese and dessert! We also had enough wine for everyone. We sat down to eat about 2 pm. At 6 pm we were still sitting at the table. The conversation was great. The food was great. The people were great. I could not have asked for a more perfect way to spend my Easter afternoon. I am so grateful that I was invited to share in the Easter Celebration with them.

Today, Monday, I took it easy. I spent the day playing poker (Texas Hold ‘em) with Emma and Mark again. I won, of course. Emma made a quiche that was out of this world. Then Katerina, an intern from Greece, invited us to her house to have dinner. So we ate Greek food. Such a perfect way to end this weekend.

Tomorrow I will have to go back to work. I will finish my fundraising letter and start doing more serious work on the different publications of WSCF. This weekend I had the luxury of celebrating. I didn’t have to spend any time worrying or thinking or planning. All I had to do was enjoy myself and spend good time with good friends. I think that this is what the resurrection is like for us. There is work to do in this world – but because of the resurrection we can celebrate. We can take time to enjoy the pleasures of this world. We can spend time working to live into being the Kingdom of God. We can do the hard work that is the nature of living in Jesus’ footsteps. We can also celebrate. We can also enjoy. Easter this weekend was wonderful for me. I experienced Easter more outside of church than in church. Through the food and drink that I shared with friends and strangers I saw the goodness that comes from faith.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Easter Weekend

I have a very full Easter Weekend ahead of me. I am going to church tonight, tomorrow, Saturday and probably Sunday. I really love Easter Weekend, with all it's busy-ness and all the things to do.

Today was a good day at work. I got quite a bit done. I have now, officially, started working on the Red Book. (This is our annual report). I am enjoying getting a look at everything people did in 2008. We are a little behind, but, with some hard work we will catch up.

It is also just a beautiful day today. The sun is shining. It is a good temperature outside. I just want to sit outside and bask in the Springyness of it.

I am not sure if I will be able to post more this weekend. I do not have very good internet access at my new foyer. So, if I can post, I will, but if I can't I will do a very large update on Tuesday when I get back to work. In Geneva both Good Friday and Easter Monday are holidays. I like that!

I am planning a trip to Gruyere. Gruyere is a small village where the cheese of the same name comes from. (In the US we often just call it Swiss cheese - I think). It is delicious! We are going to tour the Cheese Factory and then have Fondue. I am very excited about it!

Here, as promised, are my pictures from the Festival du chocolat


Left Top is the entrance way to the Festival. Left Center is a small chocolate statue. Left Bottom is Tsion, a friend from Ethiopia, standing next to a large chocolate egg.


Hopefully, I will bring more pictures after the trip to Gruyere.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Easter is coming

It is Wednesday in Holy Week. We have three days left. Then Easter Sunday. I am planning to go to Church tonight, tomorrow night, Friday during the day, Saturday night and Sunday morning. That is a lot of Church. I might not go Sunday morning - although we are doing a sunrise service at Emmanuel, and I do like sunrise services. Easter is the most important part of the Church year. It is the time when we celebrate the reason that we are Christian. We remember Christ's death and Christ's resurrection. It is his resurrection that makes our lives possible. I remember a sermon I heard at Taize, where the brother talked about our daily resurrection as followers of Christ. If I remember correctly, he was telling us that every day we have the chance to start new. We have the chance to not be bound by what we've done. We have the opportunity to not be the person that we were. Instead we become new people. People of possibility. People of hope. People of change. This is the resurrection of Christ and of Christ in us. What we've done in the past does not hinder us. Christ's redemption gives us all the chance to truly live because we do have to be guilty about what we've done. Instead we only have to live forward. Every day, every moment, each one of us is offered this opportunity through our own resurrection and through the resurrection and life that Christ lived.

I glad that I am here in Geneva. I think that I am beginning to see, more vividly, the way that these words are true in my own life and in the life of others. I hear stories about what people are doing around the world and it inspires me. Today for instance, I met a Senior Friend (former student member of WSCF) from India. He is working in Delhi. He was telling us about some of the work he is doing around India to help people provide basic needs after disasters have struck. It is amazing for me to hear his story and see that his time during University with WSCF helped him. I am not sure why or for how long he is in Geneva, but he made it a priority to stop by our offices. Meeting him helps me to see the life that Christ is bringing all around the world.

Holy Week. It's a week of remembrance and change. It is a week of sorrow and hope. It is a week in a busy year. It is a week in a busy life. I am glad that I have this moment to stop and pause and remember why I believe what I believe.

I am also settling into my new foyer rather well. I have been looking, through internet sites, for more housing options. However, I think I am going to stay in the foyer for a little while and see how I feel after that. I am going to do some shopping today to make it more like home.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

A Very Full Day

Today was a very busy and full day. I spent the morning with the other Ecumenical Interns (Interns from the WCC, YMCA and YWCA) for our regular Ecumenical Training session. We talked today about prayer and styles of worship. We ended with a time to paint/draw our "spirituality of resistance." It was an interesting session. After that I was rushed off to a meeting to talk about in-house fundraising. That was also interesting. I have learned a lot about where WSCF stands monetarily and I think I understand better now what I have to do in relationship to my own and the WSCF funds. Then it was time for a late lunch. I am currently working on reading old copies of the Federation News. This is our twice annual newsletter that updates the world on what WSCF is doing. I am catching up on what WSCF has been doing over the past four years. I have also started a conversation with the editor of the Red Book. This is our annual report. I am going to be helping to get that published this next month. I am reading the older copies of that too. In addition I am working on my own fundraising letter. I am starting to feel like there is work that I know I need to do.

On a personal note, the foyer that I moved into yesterday is a bit depressing. I am very grateful to have a place to stay, however, I need to do some work to make it like home. I am going to go shopping this afternoon to buy some basic kitchen things as well as a towel. I am still looking for better housing. I actually have a house that I am going to go see tonight. Last night, Tin Tin, a girl from my church, who also lives in the foyer, was nice enough to give me dinner and get me set up nicely. Otherwise I might have gone hungry while I was feeling sorry for myself. That would have been really sorry!

Monday, April 6, 2009

struggling with conviction

I went to the Ecumenical Worship Service that is held every Monday morning. It gave me an excuse to walk to work with Emma. I was very glad I went. We sang a song that I really liked. I remember one part of the refrain that said "We are struggling with conviction." This does NOT mean that we are struggling with what we believe. But instead it means that we are struggling in this world and with this world and for this world with the conviction that Jesus brings. Often in services I am reminded, through music or preaching or reading the Bible, that we are not struggling for the sake of the struggle. Instead we are struggling with conviction. We are struggling with this conviction that the struggle is worth it - it is bigger than we are. We know the hope that Jesus brings. I am glad I went to that worship service this morning. During the service we said the Lord's Prayer. The priest invited us to all say the prayer in our native language. Since this is an international and ecumenical environment that meant not many people were saying the prayer loudly or in English. I had trouble remembering it. I am so glad, because it made me remember that my faith and my prayers are not (and should not) be something rote. In my prayers at Church I had been taking pleasure in the fact that I still knew all the prayers by heart. Yet today, the most common prayer, I could not say. I think God is laughing at me.

My life here has been a bit overwhelming in the past few weeks. I have been struggling with finding housing as well as finding my footing in a new job and a new country. I need to be reminded often that I am not here simply because of my own desire. I am here because I feel called to be here; I see the mission of the WSCF and the mission of Jesus and my mission merging at this moment in my life. The worship this morning helped me to see that I am here, struggling with conviction.

Michael came back today. We had a small celebration for him. It was very nice! I am glad that he is back. I finally met him. I have moved into a new office. I am also moving this afternoon into the foyer. I am not all that excited about it - but I think it will be good for at least a month. It will be nice to finally unpack! I have been in two different places now, but I have not yet stopped living out of a suitcase. I am looking forward to having a "permanent" home, if only temporarily.

A frequent commenter on my blog asked me about Palm Sunday. Yesterday was Palm Sunday in my tradition, the Episcopal Church. It was similar and different to what I am used to experiencing. I do enjoy the pomp that goes with the ending of this season. Although Lent is usually very dark and somber, Easter is a chance for renewal and light. I saw small differences, but really, I feel like the Episcopal Church here is very similar to the different Episcopal Churches I've been to back in United States.

Friday, April 3, 2009

2nd Full Week

I wrote this yesterday, but due to internet connection I could not put it up until this morning.
Today I am going to make a "tarte a la courgette" which is a zuchinni, goat cheese quiche type thing!


This is the Friday of my second full week at work. What a two weeks! I am sitting in my friend Emma's flat, enjoying the beautiful Spring outside. It's official, Spring has come to Geneva! Today was one of our first quite warm days. There have been other ones, but this one just feels so Springy.

As for work - things are going okay. I talked with my supervisor today and I am feeling better about things. We also had a party for another colleague of mine. That was a surprise for her! It is her birthday tomorrow - so we had a small gathering with cake and bubbly (the non-alcoholic kind, of course). I am really looking forward to Michael's return on Monday.

Unfortunately, I did not get my fundraising letter finished. So, I am going to have to work on it some this weekend. I am also planning on going to a friend's house for dinner tonight. I think I might go see a movie tomorrow and then Dim Sum on Sunday, after church! I am very excited about it! I love Dim Sum.


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Presentations and moving

This week I have had two presentations to two different groups. We met with a group of theology students from Germany on Monday. Today we met with a group of people from the National Council of Churches of Denmark. Since my direct supervisor, Christine, has been sick this week, she could not be at either meeting. However, another colleague took her place.

Yesterday, April 1st, I met with the Danish people before our presentation to participate in the world trade game. At the end of this game, before the official WSCF presentation a woman from the WCC came in to make an announcement. She announced that this group had so impressed the General Secretary of the YWCA that she called up her personal friend, Kofi Anan, to see if he wanted to have coffee with this very impressive group. The WCC staff woman then went on to say that Kofi would love to have coffee with them at the Intercontinental Hotel later that afternoon, if they were amenable. I thought, "Wow! I wish I were Danish so I could meet Kofi Anan." Then of course we all realized it was just a "poisson d'avril" as they say in French. Or April Fool's joke!

Back to more important matters, I took this job because I firmly believe in the vision of the WSCF:

The WSCF is a global community of Student Christian Movements committed to dialogue, ecumenism, social justice and peace. Our mission is to empower students in critical thinking and constructive transformation of our world by being a space for prayer and celebration, theological reflection, study and analysis of social and cultural processes and solidarity and action across boundaries of culture, gender and ethnicity. Through the work of the Holy Spirit, the WSCF is called to be a prophetic witness in church and society. This vision is nurtured by a radical hope for God's reign in history.

However, I am still detached from the practical work of the WSCF. I suppose that is normal, at any job there is a learning curve. I am also seeing ways that I can help to improve communication, in general, in the office. Perhaps things will be different when the General Secretary returns on Monday. It is strange that everyone talks about him and how wonderful he is - but I have never met him. I am sitting at his desk right now. I was staying at his apartment. I have seen pictures of him, but I still do not know him or his family. I am looking forward to meeting them very soon!

Yesterday I moved into Emma's apartment. She has a lovely studio near to work. I am sleeping on her floor (well really an air mattress...). She has been kind enough to allow me to stay there for a few days before I move into the Foyer early next week. She is such a lovely woman. She is working with the WCC and is from Australia. I am very grateful to her.

Just to be clear, I have only been in Switzerland for 15 days! I thought it was three weeks yesterday, but it was only two weeks! Wow! I feel like I have been here MUCH longer than that.